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II. Thousand Years of Loneliness
Dingin malam menusuk tulang
Rasa sepi mendekap diri
Terlepas...
Semua distraksi
Tak tau harus kemana
Bertemu dengan siapa
Tuk obati
Sepi ini...
Segala hal telah dicoba
Semuanya pun sia-sia
kembali
Terasing lagi
Adakah jauh di sana
Pelengkap rapuhnya jiwa
Menanti
Tuk kembali
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III. The Final Destination
A long journey
to understand an essence of reality
Not perception, not conception
But the truth that applies throughout the universe
Tearing down old beliefs
Like Abraham destroying idols
Perverted dogmas and imprisonment Destroyed with deep understanding
Everything is one.
Everything is a whole.
Nothing is ever parted.
Connected, in oneness
There is no more you.
There is no more him.
There is only me in each of you
I think I have arrived
At my final destination
A long search for the question
Who am I
“I looked for God. I went to a temple and I didn’t find him there,. Then I went to a church and I didn’t find him there. The I went to a mosque and I didn’t find him there. Then finally I looked in my heart and there he was.”
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IV. Don't Go (Happy Days Cover)
I thought you were everything
I thought you were the one
But once again I'm still blind
By the fake mask of life
Again I fell for its trap
Again I felt for its lies
And now you are leaving
And I'm begging you to stay
What we had was something special
What's going on?
It's getting hard to breathe
I'm torn open
I'm on my knees, asking you to stay and not to leave
Please don't go
Please don't go
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V. Last Chapter of The Broken Past
I thought you were the medicine
Turned out to be the source of the greatest pain
Leaving trauma that makes an impression Being carried anywhere keeps me from being free
Creating a rhythm
Full of wounds, sorrow and drama
Tear apart the feeling of regret inside
The judgment continues without stopping
Until finally I fell down very deep
Silently silent in silence
All the veils of answers have been opened. The essence of the deepest meaning has been discovered
Nothing the true but the truth is you
Incarnated in the face of the world
You are the only one who is dual
As close as a pulse to a heartbeat
What will happen will happen
cause my thoughts and feelings are not the real thing
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Tahun 2023 Noestalgya merilis EP dengan nuansa depresif namun dengan tema, lirik, dan konsep yang lebih abstraktif. Menjelaskan fase manusia dari lahir, hidup, dan mati namun dengan terminologi yang berbeda. Dari Learn, Un-learn, dan Re-learn. Bermula dari ada, kehilangan diri (tiada), dan menemukan dirinya kembali (ada) namun dengan kesadaran yang berbeda.
Pencarian atas pertanyaan -pertanyaan Eksistensial yang jawabannya hanya ditemukan di dalam diri. Setelah manusia meruntuhkan keyakinan-keyakinan lamanya dan menemukan meyakinkan barunya yang paling relevan sehingga selaras dengan perubahan jaman.
Noestagya adalah projects yang 100% digital sejak album pertama hingga saat ini. Berpegang teguh pada prinsip, "keterbatasan adalah alasan untuk tidak terbatas".
All Track by Noestagya
menggunakan piranti lunak
• Walkband studio Mobile
• Voice changer with effect
• FL Studio versi PC
Lyrics by Noestagya
• All track instrumental session by Ifan Ramadhan
•Track last chapter of the broken past guitar session by Tegar
• Cover Paint by Pilla Lalia
NOESTAGYA (Depressive Raw Black Metal)
Adalah project one man band yang terbentuk sejak 2015 dari Kota Pekalongan, Jawa Tengah. Awalnya memainkan genre Dark Ambient/Dungeon Synth hingga kemudian tahun 2017 berubah menjadi Raw Black Metal. Nama Noestagya sendiri terinspirasi dari album Nocturnal Depression - Nostalgia : Fragments of a Broken Past, dengan penambahan huruf "e" agar terkesan "jadul" dan huruf i diganti "y" sebagai pembeda dengan projects yang memiliki nama serupa.
Sejak 2015 - 2022 sudah merilis sekitar 46 Album termasuk Demo, EP, dan Split. Melalui label lokal dan internasional, baik secara fisik maupun digital.
Abdul Dark - Vocal and All Instrumental
www.facebook.com/abdzizdarkness
www.facebook.com/Noestagya
www.bandcamp.com/abduldark
released November 4, 2023
